梦境与现实

梦境与现实究竟有着怎样的牵连
人们常说梦境是反映现实生活的一种写照
这也许是因为日有所思夜有所梦吧
昨天我做了一个梦
梦见我为了一个我爱的人在原地默默地等待遥远的他
为了让他安心地出国公干，默默地让他离开
让他没有牵挂的离开

这样的爱，好像真的太昂贵了
这样的爱，好像有点牺牲

醒来之后，我一直在想。。。
希望现实生活中的我不会遇到这样的问题
我想我应该不会那么伟大
我想我应该会努力争取

爱，要勇敢说出来。。。
还是要让他自由。。。
爱，是成全。。。
还是争取。。
我想，没有任何一个人能给我一个肯定的答案。。。

I am ATTRACTED to.........

i am attracted to sooOO many things....

i am attracted to Taiwan drama
i am attracted to Money (decent one hor)
i am attracted to GOOD food
i am attracted to orange color
i am attracted to nice dressssssSSS
i am attracted to Mascara
i am attracted to heeels
i am attracted to volkswagen
i am attracted to platinum lady's card
i am attracted to my job
i am attracted to handsome guy
i am attracted to high IT knowledge HANDSOME guy

Finally finished my exam for both WOU and SPM Chinese
Now gotta put all efforts on my work
but so tired..
these few days i worked until 7pm..
so Kelian T.T

i just realised Yong Sen gt girlfriend edi
so sad T,T
gotta stop my an lian life edi
T.t.

Matt, our company MIS came frm US
look quite handsome, like fido dido (remind me of Kevin Siah)
he is quite kind le friendly
but leaving back sooon, to US i guess..
aih.. again.. din gt to see handsome guy in my company T.t
urgh....