我的人生

突然发现我已经度过了一年单身的生活，时间好快，也证明了时间能治疗一切的伤口。。
慢慢地爱上一个人的生活。。
虽然有时会觉得寂寞，有时需要一个肩膀依靠，但是我发现一个人让我更坚强，更独立。。
我希望自己不是依靠着别人而活。。
但，这可能只是一个单身女人的想法。。。能够依靠别人应该也很幸福吧。。

慢慢的在这间公司已经接近一年，时间好快啊！！
我的车也快要一岁了！！我独自养大的车，我的骄傲。。
好喜欢这间公司。。它是一间能帮助提升个人价值的公司。。
我希望可以好好的打拚事业，好希望有所成就。。
但是有时又觉得自己的性格好像对我的事业有所阻挠。。
他们会不会因为我的爱开玩笑而觉得我不认真呢？可是我也不希望自己是一个不苟言笑的人。。
我希望能和大家和睦共处，但要拿捏得好似乎不是那么简单。。
最近又有了新的任务，希望可以好好的开头，不想马马虎虎。。
希望它是一个新的开始，让我更加了解公司的运作，加强我的处事能力。。
我一定要好好加油，证明自己的实力。。

男人嘛。。有好的就来。。哈哈哈哈。。不好的就最好离我远远的。。

分不出

不知道谁是好人谁是坏人
这个世界好像太复杂了，我真的分不出好人和坏人

喜欢一个人的生活

突然好喜欢自己一个人的生活

今天听到这首歌，新不了情。。
“回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了，为何你还来波动我心跳”
伤口，实在提醒我们痛苦的往事，使警惕我们不要重蹈覆辙。。

一个人真的很好。。
回想这几个月，我真的过的很好，好开心！！
可以独立的做任何事，不需顾虑多一个人的感受。。
可以专心的做自己想要做的事，朝自己的理想努力奋斗。。
真的太好了！！

感觉自己独立了，长大的
开始懂得人情世故，慢慢的看透人生，直到什么事会让人开心，什么事会让人反感
当别人做了让我反感的事，我就要提醒自己千万不要做那些事，因为这样也会让人觉得反感。。
会察颜观色，是生存之道。。

一个人，一定要更会保护自己。。
一个人，也会很精彩
一个人，我会活得很快乐！！

加油，岫芬！！

梦境与现实

梦境与现实究竟有着怎样的牵连
人们常说梦境是反映现实生活的一种写照
这也许是因为日有所思夜有所梦吧
昨天我做了一个梦
梦见我为了一个我爱的人在原地默默地等待遥远的他
为了让他安心地出国公干，默默地让他离开
让他没有牵挂的离开

这样的爱，好像真的太昂贵了
这样的爱，好像有点牺牲

醒来之后，我一直在想。。。
希望现实生活中的我不会遇到这样的问题
我想我应该不会那么伟大
我想我应该会努力争取

爱，要勇敢说出来。。。
还是要让他自由。。。
爱，是成全。。。
还是争取。。
我想，没有任何一个人能给我一个肯定的答案。。。

I am ATTRACTED to.........

i am attracted to sooOO many things....

i am attracted to Taiwan drama
i am attracted to Money (decent one hor)
i am attracted to GOOD food
i am attracted to orange color
i am attracted to nice dressssssSSS
i am attracted to Mascara
i am attracted to heeels
i am attracted to volkswagen
i am attracted to platinum lady's card
i am attracted to my job
i am attracted to handsome guy
i am attracted to high IT knowledge HANDSOME guy

I MissSSSS Yong Sen

勇森

勇

YongSen


勇森

森

yOnGGGG sEnGGG

>.<

I LiKe SomEoNe

I think i am going to start my 暗恋 life

Wahaha!! I am sOoOO Happy~~
Finally i found someone who deserve my LOVE
>.<
actually i also dont know la..
Knew him thru this insurance meeting..
In fact i noticed him the way before the first insurance meeting
but last time i didnt really pay much attention on him Untilllllll....last week meeting...
I saw him driving Honda Accord..
WAHAHAAHAHA..
not too bad ma...
then also he took initiative to talk to me~~
WAHAHAHA..
*shy shy*
but actually we only chatted 1 sentence..
strictly speaking, that wasnt chatting at all.. just a simple Q & A.. =.=''
heehee....
this week i saw him again in the meeting..
suddenly i like the meeting so much.. >.<

quickly give me some chances to get close to him
YoHOOOOooo!!!

Random

This week past so fast..
What did i do for the past 7 days?
heehee..slacking?!
Of course NOT!!
im such a diligent person, i wont slack..
this week actually work wise, not really busy because Taiwan Colleague was helping me in handling one of my account..
thanks to Taiwan CS!!
the only day i stayed until 9pm was to practice how to teach a new colleague..
Need to teach her how to do order entry and since i am not that expert in order entry, i gotta stay back and practice first..
otherwise super MALU..haha

Luckily things went well and i think my superior think my teaching quite ok~~
haha..
and one more good thing..
my manager and HOD told me not to copy them while corresponding with customers!!
wah!!this is a good new for me, really!!
means they think that im capable in handling buyers' request~~
omg!! im so TOUCHED!!
haha...

one bad news,
one of my colleague was forced to resign due to her under expectation work performance..
she is really a very good fren to be with...
bt maybe she din work for around one and a half years and my company uses our own system..
that's why she couldn't get used to our working environment ba~~
but nvm, we still can be friends rite~~

another good news,
i need to be mentor and teach another new colleague..
i was thinking maybe they think im quite good in teaching~~
or maybe the fact is the rest are too busy~~
actually i believe that the other 2 colleagues are really busy...
so i gotta help to train new comer!!
haha..
its good to teach people, cuz i will also learn something thru the process of teaching ppl..
heehee...
WIN WIN SITUATION!!

another bad news!!
i kena summon by this MBJB..
i really don understand why should we put parking coupon even for Saturday!!
really SIAO!!!
just parked they for few minutes then kena summon cost me RM30!!
nvm, i will wait for discount then only i go n pay!!
CRAZZZZZYYYY!!

went for insurance training..
i need to buy one policy for my own to activate my account..
omg!!!
bt since im an insurance agent, i ought to buy one..
actually im interested in another policy cuz that one is really good, just that i need to have my basic coverage such as mediCare and all that then only i gt that one is better..
nvm, i will wait till i earn money from selling this insurance thn only i go buy the policy i want!!
JIA YOU!!!
2 years to have my volkswagen!!!
YOHOOO!!!!

Thanks to my company that actually spent over USD100 on the test for each staff...
I have the same strength (quick start) with my US Big Boss!!
Oh yes!! I have very high chance to be a big boss in the future!!
Only 5% of the population with this strength..maybe they are all rich people seh!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!!
My Future Is Full Of HOPESSSS!!

Don't know what should i write for this post..
Don't know why these few days my chat box seemed to be quite BUSY..
But very happy, means still gt ppl visit my blog~~
Need to pay all these people for reading my blog de worzzz...

U all keep on leaving comments ya!! ^^

emm......
about Bryan's suggestion of buying him T707
this one i will think about it..
when i feel like changing my hp~~
>.<
muahahahhaahaa

these few days i worked till quit late
bt i enjoyed working late
cuz i feel more peaceful at night
some more don't know why these few days i couldnt really slp well
i thought working till very tired might make me fall aslp more easily
bt thn
still the same
~i couldnt sleep well~
maybe i was thinking bout my 暗恋
keke ^^
YESH!! Must Be!!

This weekend
i will be attending an insurance related talk
thn go shopping n sing k with lala moi
hope can get sumthing nice and sing cukup cukup!!

Aiya
Bryan's dream wasn't a very good one
think i will make a better dream next time
too bad
we cannot control our dreams
haha