暗恋 - 张智成

四目交接的时候不要停留太久
适可而止的问候关心不能太过
好奇也别去探索妒嫉只能深锁
如果忍不住寂寞也不能对你说
啊好朋友啊我的好朋友
不小心的沉默不能让你太难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
相信我们走到另一个境界
搭肩高唱友谊万万岁
要是我爱你变成了语言
什么会多一些什么会少一些

就让别人去猜测我们清白的很
就让自己去承受那种清白的闷
就算我只是朋友能不能有要求
如果会发生什么也是我想太多
啊好朋友就只是好朋友
不小心说出口微笑中藏着难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
你会不会也曾闪过这感觉
一念之间就要差一点
要是我爱你变成了利剑
什么会被消灭什么才会复原

this is quite a sad song..
cant let the person know u like him/her just because he/she is ur gd fren..
here is the question:
should they remain as best friend or should the person make one more step for this relationship

Fruitful Day

Today is quite fruitful cuz i did lots of things..
early in the morning, i wanted to wake up and go toilet release myself then go slp again..
my mum was mopping the floor then i asked her wat time isit
she told me it was about 9.00 am..
thn i suddenly remembered about this insurance talk..
so i went to check my hp see if my leader gt call me o anything..
thn i saw 2 missed calls and 1 sms, all from my leader..
message written that he will pick me up at 9.15am!!
shit!! already 9.00am and i left 15minutes!!
so i quickly brushed my teeth, washed face and bathed..
and just anyhow pick an outfit...
emm, about 9.20am his wife came and fetched me and we went for breakfast tgt..
which was a quick one cuz we were running late..
fortunately, we managed to reach this Grand Paragon at 10.00am..
so the talk started..
This was an insurance talk, title was
this was quite an encouraging talk and it really motivated me to fight for wat i want...
put in your effort and you will realise your dream..make your life colourful...
nothing is impossibe!! when will i get my first 100 millions!!haha
ok,this talk ended at 12.30pm bt i stayed there until 1.30pm..
get to know some people, they are all very successful sales person and they are really rich!!
i tell myself, one day i must be like them~~
dreaming no harms rite?!

ok!!then second half of my day!!
i went sutera mall to meet this lala moi and at the wind..
thn went this don noe wat taste buds o wat restaurant for drinks and also story telling la, of course..
thn we went big mouth, yohoo!! singing session!!!
3 hours RM54, each person has 2 drinks!!
i tink quite worth it la cuz i sing until very tired, until i gt no energy to sing anymore~~
y?! cuz vivian sore throat ma, no one fight with me edi~~!! heehee
bt this underground couple hor ( vivian and at the wind )
kept laughing at me..say i spoilt their favourite song la wat la..say me zao xia somemore..
haha..
nvm, one day if i become superstar then u all know!!

don ask for my autograph hor i warn you!!
ok!!this big mouth gt promotion, spend RM50 and above and we gt da chance to play this spin spin thingy..thn we asked vivian to play lo since she din really sing much..
aiya,she really suey..do wat oso suey..kena this buy 5 free 1 voucher..
aiya...the reception counter there no need to spin also can gt edi..haha...think so valuable meh!!

then we went for dinner..
ok,shall skip this part cuz wat i ordered was not nice at all!!
haha!!!
i planned to go home after dinner cuz i was too ooooo tired already so i sent them to sutera mall
to get the car and i drove back myself..

thn this vivian..
i tink she purposely left her keys in my car....
purposely want me to go her house..
ok..so i went her house to return her keys...
and she kept asking me to go her house..
say wat i give u present edi ma so u must come my house la wat la!!

nothing i could do just went down and started our mahjong session!!
wahahaha!!
this was really nice cuz my house hor...
my dad refused to play with me, my mum don noe how to play,
my sis wants to play bt don wanna play money ( wats the use?! )
so i went vivian's house to play lo~~
hiak hiak~~
with my skill~~i won money wor!!
not very much bt better than at the wind la..
cuz he lost until lao sai!!hahaha!!
actually i seriously think that im quite a good mahjong player..
juz i don noe how to count da "fan"..
otherwise i sure become gamble queen!!
bt then time flies...i promised my mum to go home at 10.30pm..
so i came back lo..otherwise i wouldnt go back sooo early...cuz elson was there~~
WAHAHAHA!!
my future husband le~~
but better don let him see so much of my gamble face la..
later he scared thn i cant be vivian's sis in law edi~~
aunty will be very very sad de la~~

ok!!i will train both my singing and mahjong skill!!
next time i wanna kill vivian and at the wind in both singing and mahjong!!
WAHAHAHAHAa

Don't know what should i write for this post..
Don't know why these few days my chat box seemed to be quite BUSY..
But very happy, means still gt ppl visit my blog~~
Need to pay all these people for reading my blog de worzzz...

U all keep on leaving comments ya!! ^^

emm......
about Bryan's suggestion of buying him T707
this one i will think about it..
when i feel like changing my hp~~
>.<
muahahahhaahaa

these few days i worked till quit late
bt i enjoyed working late
cuz i feel more peaceful at night
some more don't know why these few days i couldnt really slp well
i thought working till very tired might make me fall aslp more easily
bt thn
still the same
~i couldnt sleep well~
maybe i was thinking bout my 暗恋
keke ^^
YESH!! Must Be!!

This weekend
i will be attending an insurance related talk
thn go shopping n sing k with lala moi
hope can get sumthing nice and sing cukup cukup!!

Aiya
Bryan's dream wasn't a very good one
think i will make a better dream next time
too bad
we cannot control our dreams
haha

My Hand Is Aching

Customer Service is actually not an easy job
Cuz i need to face the computer, play with keyboard and mouse the whole day
Somemore when our company is emphasize on Sudden Service
we need to act on customer request spontaneously
the whole day i need to work with Mouse..
Alamak, my arm really aches la... T.T
Who can advice me how to coordinate mouse and hand so that my hand wont feel so SUAN..

Urgh~~
I realised my inbox message is accumulating
But i cant keep them for more than 48 hours without taking action!!
Tomorrow really need to finish Monday pending job and get something new started!!!
Otherwise sure i kena nagged by my Manager~~

looking forward tomorrow sushi dinner!!!
motivate myself to complete my work fast so that i can enjoy my dinner peacefully~~
haha!!

I am now an OFFICIAL insurance agent

10/10/2009
Announcement
Mendel Lee Siau Huan is now an official insurance agent
She will represent Great Eastern Insurance Company

OKOK!!
For now, all of my friends who are still studying..
I wont approach you all...
But dont forget to find me when you all are interested to be insured okay~~
Let me belanja you and give me business la!!

One more side income is coming into me!!
YOHOO!!

JIA YOU,Mendel!!

Sushi Treat

One month old in Samtec

Today, my manager treated us lunch as a celebration for my one month old in Samtec!!
We went Er Chong Wan Tmn Sutera
Need to make reservation in advanced huh!!
haha..
Very Happy cuz i can choose wat cuisine i want..
This is my celebration ma, of course~~
HEEHEE


Eat quite lots of food le, including desert ( cuz my manager and HOD both like desert very much)
emm...
To return their kind gesture..
i tink i need to work even harder
work properly ar..xiao fen!!
be more systematic!!
haha....
actually this week i edi started to be more organised and systematic..
hope things get better ya!!

10/10/2009..
not only ni and my bro's bday..
i need to sit for insurance agent test...
don noe can pass anot..
hope can pass la..
one more side income!!
haha..

JIA YOU, XIAO FEN!!
~MENDELIVIUM~

Need To Buck Up

this week made lots of mistakes in work...
and since im still under probation, this really would affect my performance..
that's why..i was very worried about my performance review..
Mistakes that i had committed :
1. Sent email to wrong buyer...
2. Do opposite as buyer's request..
These are very big mistakes...urgh~~

Review comes..
1. my superior thinks that i am not systematic enough..
i really agree to it..
cuz i seemed to be very busy for this week and sometimes i cannot really arrange my time..
so i must really work on it and improve myself..
hope next month review my performance will be better...

2. she stated that i need to understand the importance of teamwork
This statement sounds like im selfish and do not work in team..
but then she told me, it is like we need to cross train each other so that next time we can back
up each other when we on leave...
so i need to be familiar with my accounts so that i can teach others easily..

3. i need to quickly get all the accounts from my another colleague.
Though she said im a fast learner but then she said my progress of taking over is abit too
slow..
think i have to work faster and learn how to handle all these accounts better..

this is the first time i gt job review under probation,
its quite disheartening to have negative comments...

Never Mind, Mendel!!
Jia YOu!!
Do your best and show improvement for next month!!!!

JIA YOU!!!